if no one is bothered trying anything I build then why am I building? I've tried my best at marketing but seems to always get even worse when I do it. I know my inventions work and they are the best otherwise I would not spend a decade building them...

I am between a rock and a hard place. I want to believe in the world. tbh. I think everyone is like me. Excited all the time about the world but no. I see only bitterness around me. I gave my everything. I will either stop believing or the world need to start believing.

I'm starting to believe you now. I am all but naive. I should have never even stared or at least given up in time. now I spent a decade cuz I was naive and had too big dreams. I will stop dreaming and believing now. ha ha. how naive I was in believing...

so stupid I was. I was the biggest idiot the whole time.