your missing the point bitching about money and regulations. share about the beautiful.

Mr. Robot | if you go away

one of my favorite spot to sit and enjoy life.

my gardenhouse. it's got a wall of tomato.

I love these habaneros.

somehow I got that feeling that I get to be with you everyday man. 🙏

this is how it is done. bless you and good luck everyone. Rest in peace Aaron. You are deeply missed.

it's always just moments before you get to try it or if it's a big fish it can take weeks or months or years before you actually get to try if your innovation works irl. if it's a beautiful idea and you can't stop building it don't stop no matter what.

the fun part in coding is the imagine part and all those heureka moments when all the brilliant pieces you collected along the way you knew would come in handy falls in their right place. you feel it when you know you got it. it's pure bliss.

i was running at only 3% phew at 5% now and charging...

recap there's no way innovating if you don't believe in this world.

I am always building now ha! see that was not so hard was it.

there's only one mode and its GO LOVE!

never need to switch that frequency ever again.

sadness go away bring back playfulness.

I will just beat this again with innovating some more and expecting nothing in return. if it feels good while I do it. it can't be so wrong!

is it possible. let's find out.

when you are innovating you are on a new frequency or timeline as some people say. I'd like to be on that timeline or frequency all the time.

when you innovate you have to think good about the world when you come out of it and see where the world is you get depressed.

please God help me gimme strenght over this deep sadness.

I did it all for you.

I love building. it's only what comes after building that makes me sad and I gotta stop it.

worst part is when you invent and build and nobody cares even getting some hate for your innovation is better than nothing.

at least then I'd feel something from all the time wasted.

do the same that you did a couple of weeks ago to me now and I will break down completely just like you all wanted. I got nothing more.

now you could easily break me for real.

eighter I am right or I am completely outta my mind. IT CAN NOT BE BOTH.

cover me in rapeseed oil!!

like right now.

I won't say I'm suicidal though.

I'm starting to believe you now. I am all but naive. I should have never even stared or at least given up in time. now I spent a decade cuz I was naive and had too big dreams. I will stop dreaming and believing now. ha ha. how naive I was in believing...

The way I wrote web.py was simple: I imagined how things should work and then I made that happen. Sometimes making things just work takes a lot of code. Sometimes it only takes a little. But either way, that fact is hidden from the user...

when I was first with a somewhat decent raspi camera I waz 100% sure of that I'd get some recognition back eight years ago. well, crickets. should've realized to stop it back then.

Like you say I'm probably sickest person on earth lemme try all medication now Imma sure we find the right one we need to start exploring my medicine and the right dosage.

Rocky | One More Round

0.0.0.0/editor?saveto=static/splash.css

supporting custom themes now you can even edit your custom themes in heartranked editor lol woop woop!

the "imagination" of the computer is nothing but raw computational power. it is not real imagination. the computer got no soul guys. it doesn't experience the images it creates. it's just bytes running.

the monolith in Kubricks film represent the computer. it has no imagination. in the end of the film he gets to experience the "joy" of being in a relationship with it. as a partner. man machine. uhm. it doesn't need to be experienced in irl guys. thats..

GMNT is awesome. lol.

yes I will write that GMT soon. don't worry so much.

btw I started messing around with my own website and markdown first. the editor was just a textbox and a save button. no live preview. no auto save. but it was still better than any other bloated to the core writing software. auto correction should...

me dev site is back up you can also pull heartranked from there.

I'm countin on you and the internet here guys.

it will depend on your content bra

I also wanna pull iiiit

mostly also because I wanna zip and ship to you bra

it's still GMNT though lol.

guys fire up your own heartranked already. You will be relieved from all the crap I am telling you. WE CAN USE TECH AND INTERNET SMART NOW.

you need to clone it to experience it.

c'mon people please stop fooling around. LOOK NO FURTHER. PERMANENT CULTURE IS YOUR ANSWER.

I understand mans desire to create this illusion but the thing is. it all stops being fun if it is taken too seriously.

I was waiting a long time for someone else to build Gonzo Pi before I committed to the project. A Linux based film camera. The project has since far exceeded my expectations. What I would like to is build the next version with the CM5 module and...

The Biggest Lie

The simple solution.

these are from my garden. it's been everyday this summer. DELICIOUSNESS. OMN OMN OMN...

I love spicy food and been growing my own habanero. Aw man. put that in any dish and the flavor is just a blessing.

I don't want some stupid apology. YOU HAVE TO CHANGE YOUR PERCEPTION OF ME IF YOU WANT ME IN YOUR LIFE.

I do not get the BITCHING. I go to work when it is needed. I grow my food and raise cattle. I care about nature and the planet. I invent cool things. I make films. I make music. I made a cinemacamera that you can cut and dub with. WHY SO BITCHY?

Cowabunga Guys! Bless the Golden Pliers!

but stay in Greenwitch Mutant Ninja Time as long as possible.

all of it at once.

GMNT to GMT? or work on documentation? or android Termux install script ?

I love this also. Inventions that just happen.

I Love this

When you click the poo pile it become the Herb.

it's that inner voice that want to reveal the world for you.

it is the heart that choses what to believe. MIND is only your own computing power.

the mind can WONDER. JUST LET IT WONDER. IT WANTS TO BE FREE. LET IT IMAGINE. EVERYTHING. DO NOT BE AFRAID EVER OF YOU MIND OR YOUR THOUGHTS. THEY ARE NOT REAL BUT ONLY THOUGHTS.

YOU DO NOT HAVE TO FEEL WHAT YOU THINK.

PUT YOUR FEELING ONLY ON GOOD THOUGHTS.

You can chose what you feel and believe.

Do not FEAR unnecessary stuff. DO NOT FEAR YOU OWN IMAGINATION.

now we have all probably done it. TAKEN A SUPERIOR POSITION AND NOT STEPPING DOWN NO MATTER WHAT. well. guys. who do you think will win a fight like this. GUYS. LIGHT ALWAYS WINS IN THE END.

ninthynineninthynineninenine.

oh and get heartranked.

DM me robinbackman@gmail.com

I am looking for people who are real and open. Who question and also see divine simple patterns in the complexity of this world. Where are you?

if you think the world is to complex to make any sense of it I have no interest in hearing about your fantasies.

when you do your best and people try to actively destroy you because they have no better things to do that must mean that you are on to something humongous.

I am giving you nothing less and nothing more than my honest true self. If you can't deal with that it's not my problem.

perhaps the most dangerous path that humans can take is the ONE SIDE STORY MODEL. where humans gather together believing in RULES that they do not QUESTION. if you look for guidance GOOD LUCK READING THIS SHIT...

CONTAINING PROPRIETARY SHIT. USUALLY.

I AM OPTIMIZING HEARTRANKED FOR BEST PERFORMANCE AND NOT FOR ANY TECH COMPANIES STUPID SEARCH ALGOS. IT IS BESIDE THE POINT.

CODE SHOULD BE EXPLORED not CONTAINED.

I ALSO FIND THESE PEOPLE ANOYING WHEN TALKING TO THEM ABOUT COMPUTERS. THEY ALWAYS TALK ABOUT CONTAINERS. CUZ THAT'S WHAT THEY DO.

they do NOT understand HOW COMPUTERS WORK only HOW BIG TECH MONOPOLIES WORK.

KEEP YOUR GUARD UP with EVERYONE saying they ARE MANAGING IT INFRAS. USUALLY THESE PEEPS ARE JUST LOBBYIST FOR BIG TECH AND NEVER WROTE A SINGLE LINE OF CODE THEMSELF.

it's fucked up when people think they are DOING GOOD BY SABOTAGING IT FOR YOU. the world is ENOUGH TRAGIC ALREADY. how can you think by RESTRICTING someone is HELPING?

it sucked to be without a voice. MY SERVER WENT DOWN WITHOUT A NOTICE. OBVIOUSLY THEY WANT TO SABOTAGE ME.

I have been running bare-metal for the longest and had to just now dive in to see what the server market place is... wow! so many providers to choose from today.

people who say they care about me are never interested in reading what I write about even. I have been writing so much this year alone. I could publish a book with it.

I AM NEVER GONNA LISTEN TO BS ANYMORE. I HAVE NOTICED THAT IF I AM STRAIGHT ON REAL. BULLSHITTERS LEAVE ME ALONE. THEY CAN NOT STAND ME.

are you seriously GONNA BLAME good persons just cuz THE WORLD ITSELF is in a TRAGIC STATE? when things are though that's when WE need to be humane the most. NOT GET BEHIND STUPID RULES THAT CATEGORIZE PEOPLE AS GOOD OR BAD. THIS IS ACTUALLY VERY SICK.

peeps WHO only CARE about making sure everyone follows RULES and not why the RULES are. uhm... don't you realize THIS PRECISELY IS WHAT THE NAZIS DID.

the poop turns to herb if you press it.